♥ Still Awaiting

Babe . . . Do you know how much i miss you ? I woke up every morning forgetting that you are on holiday with your family see-ing my phone with all hope and then only i realise Babe is still in Bangkok . . . =( . I felt so unhappy and so difficult that you are not with me . I felt so lonely , the feeling is like that you already don't want choi me that kind =::::::( . So hard .

I woke up 10 something today by FORCE . I was so tired , till i rather sleep then go visiting houses for red packets . I slept at 4 a.m. yesterday . I waited for Babe that time and yes finally Babe called but to tell me can't talk anymore cause daddy is coming . At that moment , my heart , so sour and my mood is so so so so so down . . . I'm sorry to have mentioned this Bii . . .

I miss you so much . . . I wished i could have been there with you . . . Hmmm now i'm at home surfing the net and waiting for your message or calls . . . Just even will make me happier abit . I felt so tired wanting to sleep but i don't want cause i am afraid that i can't wake up if my Bii called me . . .

Well Bii i'm writing up till here now . I'm going for a walk alone downstairs . Will continue to write at night .



By DEAR JOO

P.S. I LURVE YOU